Apparently this is like a 3 year old blog entry I wrote and never got around to publishing. I figure I might as well share it with the world now!
It's funny how so many times we forget how human we are and how human others are. Sometimes, you just floart through a day and never even realize you hurt someone that day. You never realize you ignored someone or made someone happy or maybe even cause someone to slip that much more in love with you... Its funny, since you will never know. It's funny since in the same day someone may do it to you and they will never know. Its a chain. A neverending chain. And sometimes we forget we're part of it,and think ourselves above that. Well, guess what? Your not. You will never be. You bleed, you breathe, you love, you cry, and you die, just like everyone else. That boy you see walking down the street? Who knows if you'll fall for him one day =)
-adri
Today was pretty normal... Life goes on... I don't honestly have all that much to say! My mom got pissed at me cause I was being a biotch according to her so... yup... we're better now though. This family is strange. You have to be... strange... to be able to survive in my family! We never say sorry, yet we fight all the time, and we could be yelling a second and then laughing the next. Literally. I've seen it happen... see, strange I tell you. But, w/e, it's family, wat can you do. You can't hate em, you have to love em! And I do, I just wish they would not yell so much... it gives me a headache... 
-adri
You know, it pisses me off. My parents want me to be so freakin perfect. They freak if I get a B and think the norm is an A. They want me to go to some Ivy League School, like Oxford or Yale or Harvard, and the thing that's the most annoying is that their not the only ones. Every one that knows me expects me to be some Intellectual 10 years from now. They expect me to have won Pulitzer and Peace Prizes and a whole load more of crap, but it's not what I want. I know, I can, if I really wanted to. I know that I was blessed with the determination and the brain to be able to and for a long time it's where I thought I was headed. But, is it really what I want? I don't know anymore. It was my evident future for so long, that I don't know anything else. And my parents want it so bad for me, want the thing that they never had the possibilty of having, that they may very well dis-inherit me were I to say I want anything diffrent. Everyone thinks I have the perfect life.... They take theirs so for granted, that annoys me too. Maybe I am being a hypocrit here, but it's in human nature. Hypocricy, that is. But, w.e, I'm only 14. I have time. I hope.
-adri
