You know, it pisses me off. My parents want me to be so freakin perfect. They freak if I get a B and think the norm is an A. They want me to go to some Ivy League School, like Oxford or Yale or Harvard, and the thing that's the most annoying is that their not the only ones. Every one that knows me expects me to be some Intellectual 10 years from now. They expect me to have won Pulitzer and Peace Prizes and a whole load more of crap, but it's not what I want. I know, I can, if I really wanted to. I know that I was blessed with the determination and the brain to be able to and for a long time it's where I thought I was headed. But, is it really what I want? I don't know anymore. It was my evident future for so long, that I don't know anything else. And my parents want it so bad for me, want the thing that they never had the possibilty of having, that they may very well dis-inherit me were I to say I want anything diffrent. Everyone thinks I have the perfect life.... They take theirs so for granted, that annoys me too. Maybe I am being a hypocrit here, but it's in human nature. Hypocricy, that is. But, w.e, I'm only 14. I have time. I hope.

-adri